Silent mood .. .. ..

its raining ..

love raining..but..

today

feeling bad..feeling down

feeling happy..feeling warm..

feeling sad ..feeling spacey..

feeling scare..feeling pressure..

feeling exicited..feeling bitter..

feeling grey..feeling black

feeling wanna cry cry cry..

jus cry for nothing

can stop thinking tis kind of thing ?

should happy ..but the feeling wont lie ..

i'm sad

all is going finish soon..

pressure come again..

anyone can help ?

can stop thinking?

stop pressuring?

stop breathing ?

stop anything tat i hate..

stop....

please...jus silence..

i duno..jus duno..

beforetime..

i think that suicide is stupid..

but today..

feel they are poor..

they helpless..

they got no choice..

they cant save them from themself..

so..

they choose to stop breathing..

then..

they will stop thinking..

stop anything ..

they find a way out ..

they feel free..

mayb they are selfish...

but..

finally..

they wont cry anymore..

so..

i'am happy now

dun wory..

jus thinking of the rubbish thing today

everything will be fine =)

enjoy the moment ..

go go